St. Mary's Church Entrance |
Friday the 25th begins half-term, the kids get a week off from school and consequently I get a week off from youth groups. So for Halloween I'll be going to Amsterdam for the day. So excited about seeing a lot of historic places and possibly visiting a human trafficking organization, Not For Sale, in the Red Light District. Friday was also the first day of SNOW! It wasn't much, but enough to be exciting! Can't wait for more, it'll be a cold winter.
Sunday was the vicar's last day; he is retiring and moving his family to the next village over. He gave his last sermon, trying to sum up his last 2 years as vicar of St Mary's. I appreciated his honesty, as he told us that he still doesn't understand why God brought him and his family to Nunthorpe. The last 2 years have been tough for him; he's tried to reignite the church's passion for Christ and their community to a very set-in-their-ways congregation. I completely relate to this; often God calls us somewhere to do something, for a reason we will never understand. But that's ok. It's tough, but God wants to pull us out of comfort, and we have the opportunity to follow him even if we will never see the fruit of our labor in this life on earth. As much as I want to the work I do here to be perfect, complete, thorough and life-changing, it's not up to me. My job is to plant seeds and leave it up to the Grace of God. This is a quote from Oscar Romero, former Archbishop of San Salvador (in El Savador) before he was assassinated The vicar told Romero's story and used this quote in his sermon and it was really helpful for me in remembering this concept.
"It helps, now and then, to step back and take a long view. The kingdom is not only beyond our efforts, it is even beyond our vision. We accomplish in our lifetime only a tiny fraction of the magnificent enterprise that is God's work. Nothing we do is complete, which is a way of saying that the kingdom always lies beyond us.
No statement says all that could be said.
No prayer fully expresses our faith.
No confession brings perfection.
No pastoral visit brings wholeness.
No program accomplishes the church's mission.
No set of goals and objectives includes everything. This is what we are about.
We plant the seeds that one day will grow. We water seeds already planted, knowing that they hold future promise. We lay foundations that will need further development. We provide yeast that produces far beyond our capabilities. We cannot do everything, and there is a sense of liberation in realizing that. This enables us to do something, and to do it very well. It may be incomplete, but it is a beginning, a step along the way, an opportunity for the Lord's grace to enter and do the rest. We may never see the end results, but that is the difference between the master builder and the worker. We are workers, not master builders; ministers, not messiahs.
We are prophets of a future not our own."
-Oscar Romero, Archbishop of San Salvador
And shout out to Taylor Swift. Thanks for your new album, Red, and especially the song "22." I've enjoyed it. Gracias.
WOW! Rachel. You keep blowing me away with these wonderful posts. You are challenging me and inspiring me...and the shout out at the end made me laugh out loud. Thanks for the chuckle. ;-)
ReplyDeleteThe quote from Romero really spoke to me today...thank you...going to share with others.